im slightly annoyed at the moment..

so today was pretty uninteresting. i um... read for about 3 or 4 hours. not the books for school b/c they haven't even called me about those yet, but the new Kelley Armstrong book :adores the author:

i asked mom yesterday if we could go somewhere so i could get a new cd, and she told me we would go today, which is kool to me. turns out it was storming wonderfully on our way to target (which is like... i dunno a 30 min drive from where we live) and i got the new Theory of a Deadman CD. its very good, just to let you guys kno. anyway, what really pissed me off was when i went to go get the milk, aly, my youngest sister, was complaining cuz she wanted to carry the umbrella <-- go figure?? --> cuz kaity was holding it. very childish thing, she's 12 and still plays w/ dolls. i went and got the milk, and i gave it to kaity cuz i was already carrying other shit in my arms. kaity gave it to aly b/c she had to go find where she put something she had grabbed for herself. after about 5 min of carrying it, she started complaining about the jug of milk being "heavy." it's your conventional 2 gallon jug of milk. and then she got pissed b/c hell when i was like, 9 or 10 i was carrying the same sized jugs of milk w/ my damn pinky. then she goes on about how i'm not the same as she is. she's 12, she should be able to handle a fucking ug of milk fine.

i think its weird that she still plays w/ barbies. i just.. i can't quite grasp it, b/c i let go of my barbies when i was in 4th grade. and when i mentioned this, she said that kaity did the same thing. and i asked her if she thought that was a little weird, and she told me, 'no. i didn't even let go of mine until 9th grade. you and kaity let go so soon b/c you guys were more mature than she is at her age. and its b/c you two are smart, smart kids mature faster than they should b/c they have this feeling that they should grow up quicker.' well excuse fucking me for actually showing an interest in learning. i mean, she was basically saying that i was wrong in giving them up that young b/c i was smart. i'm sorry if i find reading and things that canactually enrich my mind more important than a fucking barbie.